The Kid That You Ignored

You think a "hi kid"

Can cover up your mistakes

You cannot just fix

Shit that's been in ruins for years

It's not like you tried

What's the point of creating a life

If you don't care if it dies

'Сause you're too vain to recognize that

Maybe i'm still the kid that you ignored

I had an open heart but yours was made of stone

Why do you still make me feel small even though i have grown?

I just wanna let go

I just wanna let go

I get scared each time

I start mirroring your ways

But it's easy to lose sight

When i've not heard from you for days

But now i see it crystal clear

Put me through hell at just fourteen

You're either smug or you disappear

You never really cared about me but

Maybe i'm still the kid that you ignored

I had an open heart but yours was made of stone

Why do you still make me feel small even though i have grown?

I just wanna let go

I just wanna let go

I laugh and tell my friends that you suck

But maybe i still want to win your heart

It's late but you call me when your drunk

And make a fool of me for crying

Cause it's so much fun

Maybe i'm still the kid that you ignored

I had an open heart but yours was made of stone

Why do you still make me feel small even though i have grown?

I just wanna let go

I just wanna let go

I can pretend that i moved on

I just wanna let go

I just wanna let go

You keep shattering my hopes

I just wanna let go

I just wanna let go

It's good to know that you moved on

Since the day i was born

Checked me off years ago

And now you say that it's time to raise another one

As if there could be another outcome

I still remember how you swore to me that you won't

But clearly you forgot about the kid that you ignored

Do you regret it?

Do you regret me?

Do you regret it?

Do you regret it?

Do you regret me?

Do you regret it?

Do you regret me?