Back N Forth

I'm running out of patience Keep up with my antics cause I stay dangerous There's nothing in my mind that you can call basic Trynna keep my sanity through these phases Back and forth, I'm spinning here we go again I've been up, you know I had to use my pen I love both but tell where does it end? Does it ever end? Sometimes it scares me away It's hard to admit, that this heart of mine ain't made for the games Sometimes It's all that I crave But it's hard to admit that This heart of mine ain't made for the games Usually I don't make excuses You made me a lover, but I love to prove shit Focused on improving, baby I be moving Till you hit the break and question what I'm doing Back and forth, I'm spinning here we go again Crossing roads, lately I've been on the fence I love both but tell where does it end? It will never end Sometimes it scares me away It's hard to admit, that this heart of mine ain't made for the race At times It's all that I crave But it's hard to admit That this heart of mine ain't made for the race Bad habits or incense, winterblues and sunsets Solid men or hoodrats, simple things turned complex Natural or red head, lobster or some shake shack Solitude or good sex, shouldn't be this complex, complex