What If I Burn

I don't know if I'm conscious enough to feel the end of the rope Emotionally devoid, incapable of hope I don't know I don't know I've been watching the water creep into the door As deep as my misery, it covers the floor So I just float here, timeless I am restored Shedding the skin you swore I once wore, I now know So leave on a light, hide your dark inside I know it takes or leaves you wide-eyed Aren't you tired of feeling lost? What if I, what if I burn? Forced to breathe you in, my carcinogen As we're made we leave with nothing One fragile moment for us What if I, what if I burn? Burn into nothing We change our firm Ash as I watch us fall I watch us fall Fall into the- And without your light I fight I'm the fortunate one that thinks darkness is better than life Been sitting on a throne That was forged of their bones So desperately fearful of being a lone I'd rather all their corpses, devoid of a soul Than be screaming in darkness, turning to stone I don't know What if I burn? Does it show you the debt that I'm worth? 'Cause as far as I've seen, it makes no difference It makes no difference So leave on a light, hide your dark inside I know it takes or leaves you wide-eyed Aren't you tired of feeling lost? What if I, what if I burn? Forced to breathe you in, my carcinogen As we're made we leave with nothing One fragile moment for us (What if, I what if I) fall into this (What if, I what if I) and we're both clean of our past (What if, I what if I) fall into this (What if, I what if I) and we're both clean of our past I'm the fortunate one that thinks darkness is better than life