Feel Something

(Alright, go ahead) Aw, dude, does somebody got a lighter? You got a lighter or somethin'? Thank you, bro I don't even know who I am anymore But I don't wanna start gettin' into that They showin' me love, I ain't seen it before And now I can't get off of the internet I don't think all this is good for me Dad, I could use one of your cigarettes I choke on my tongue all the time It's 2 a.m., I ain't had dinner yet I don't think I'm who they wanted What if I'm not what they see in me? This is all I ever wanted Now it don't feel like a dream to me I'm in my head like they want it What the fuck am I becomin'? Puttin' tattoos on my stomach I wanna feel somethin' I don't even know who I am anymore, but fuck it, I wanna get into it They hate in the comments, fuckin' up my mind But I can't get off of the internet No way that this shit is good for me Dad, I could use one of your cigarettes Lately, I'm stuck in my mind It's 4 a.m., I still ain't been to bed, uh No, mom, stop callin', I'm fine (Uh) I think I just need some time away (Uh) I wanted this all my life (Uh) But I can't just go give my spot away I guess I'm whatever you make me As long as my mom in Mercedes Maybe this money will change me Make me forget that I hate me Make me forget that my bro gone I got a feelin' it won't I got a feelin' it don't help, I'll figure it out on my own I'm sorry, can't help it, I'm sad again Lately, it's been gettin' bad again Smokin' this weed how I cope I'm at the end of my rope What if I'm not who they think? What if all this is fake? What if I wake up one day in Hell, the devil laughin' in my face? (Ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha) I don't even know who I am anymore But I don't wanna start gettin' into that They showin' me love, I ain't seen it before And now I can't get off of the internet I don't think all this is good for me Dad, I could use one of your cigarettes I choke on my tongue all the time It's 2 a.m., I ain't ate dinner yet I don't think I'm who they wanted What if I'm not what they see in me? This is all I ever wanted Now it don't feel like a dream to me I'm in my head like they want it What the fuck am I becomin'? Puttin' tattoos on my stomach I wanna feel somethin' I wanna feel somethin'