respite for the tulpamancer

Here I lost a lot of hope It was once guiding me All along have I been wrong Hiding from a gradual defeat Take it off of my eyes I wanna know Can you still see me Because it hurts to see you cry All alone Being deceived Afraid that they may know us And try to fold us back to being [mm what you said to pull me out of the saccharin] And what would it take to harness Fear that negates a process Something about myself I know that I can't help Tie a ribbon to my ghost I always do the most The spirit with me appearing inside of me cheering from the sidelines Haunted by something This world is enough to fight for Stranger I love I will hold you in the shadows until you are free Trust me [In shadows I] As your Tulpa [help you materialize] When I'm speaking [I'm called back to] Can you hear me [your space and time] Come on [I speak in tongues] Pull on my tail [to fill up your lungs] Now I summon the power to set you free [to consecrate you and set you free]