Spy Again

How did I get back here? I swore I'd never return Four long years since it happened Mega, I guess you'll never learn But maybe this time'll be different It might be what I need Who knew I could feel again Who knew I could forget my... My... No. Memories, always seem to be Always haunting me Until I cant think Then I try Try to deny I let him die Then I pour myself a drink Then another! And another drink Until it does the trick 'Til I forget what's in my head What I regret Then I have another drink! Then another! Then another drink Until i get my fix 'Til the morning light When the sun is bright And nothing's right I lost the fight And I remember... I once was a spy But I can't be a spy again I once was a spy How could I be a spy again I once was a spy But what if, I was a spy again If a spy is a spy And I once was a spy Then I can be a spy again Thought I could say goodbye But I can't lie I wanna be a spy again Wanna be a spy again Gonna try again Hop in a jet and fly again Grow a spine again Make it mine again Do my best not to cry again And I know just where I'm going Me and my partner Owen, No! I'll do what I can Try to make a plan To be a better man But nothing seems to stick In the mirror Nothing's clear What is this beard?! Ah! Where's my drink? Then another And another No! I'm gonna be sick Owen please, If you could see What's become of me What would you think? If a spy is a spy And I once was a spy I think you'd want me to spy again To put this drink down Turn my life around I wanna be a spy again Spy again Its who I am Doesn't even matter if I killed my best friend Spy again Wear a suit and tie again Drink martinis and drive again Spy again Get by again Feel like a real important guy again Fight crime again Its do or die again Get my life right again! Owen would want me to do this So I know that I'll get through it Cause a spy is a spy is a spy is a spy is a spy! And if I once was a spy Then I'm gonna be a spy The best F*cking spy Again!