You Don't Like Being Happy

I want to think

Obsession, conjecture even more

No effort into demonizing self

Look for the elite and convince yourself

You need them, you don't

Your pride, your guilt

I want to think because if I do I might be fucking meat

With useless presumption, there's no assuming best

Insecure expressions for the fickle state of praise

Reaching for acceptance for the thoughts they all display