it don't feel like progress
to go back
back the way i came
never ending process
letting go of pain
always seem to offset
any semblance of a gain
just haven't been caught yet
sabotaging my own change
i'm busy pulling focus on all the little things
i conflate the present with my tired, tired memories
i'm slurring all my moments with blurring shutter speed
fail to pull the trigger
i won't grow bigger
than this dream, nightmare, dream, nightmare
try another day
breathing out and breathing in
i start to count til i feel like me again
only one way out and it's deep within
i'm filled with doubt and i can't keep it in
some days i am swallowed by the grey
i am hollowed by the weight
i am followed by the rain
some days i am faltering for strength
feel like forfeiting the game
will it always be the same?
i'm busy pulling focus on all the little things
i conflate the present with my tired, tired memories
i'm slurring all my moments with blurring shutter speed
fail to pull the trigger
i won't grow bigger
than this dream, nightmare, dream, nightmare
try another day
one way out and it's deep within
