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Noah Vela - if this is how i end (Official Music Video)
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Lyrics

I’m fighting things (Things)
No one else can see (See)
And no one believes (Believes) (Believes)
Me
Till I kill myself like
Every night
Till I wake up in a
Different life
Till I (Till I)
Fucking die
Yeah yeah
I woke up in the hospital (Hospital)
I almost killed myself for the
4th time this year
But everybody hates me now (Hates me now)
More than I hate myself
I was
Perfect
Until I
Made some bad mistakes
And then I
Lost my mind
But i’ve never
Been alright
Please tell me that I’m
Special (Mhmm)
How i’m not like the others
(Yeah yeah)
Like the time where I
Didn't pick up the phone (phone)
So you thought I died alone
I love (Love)
Every little thing you do (You do)
I love everything about you
I love
You
Please
God can you
Strike me down
And take my pain away
Cause if i killed myself
There won't be judgment day
And i’m judge
Everyday (Everyday)
Anyway (Anyway)
(I’m sorry)
I had to
Give my love
For the things I need
I had to
Sell my soul
For my family
Now i gotta go go
Soon
Just let me know
No…
Does it hurt?
Or is it instant?
Will I be reliving all my worst moments?
I don’t know
You won’t know
Till you
Go
If this is how I end…
At least I had some fun
Before he took
Every one
That I loved
That I loved
Written by: Noah Vela

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