Gave It My Best

I guess I'd rather live inside of my head Than to try this again I'd rather live inside of my head I gave it my best I guess I'd rather live inside of my head Than to try this again I'd rather live inside of my head I gave it my best again I know I can't stay in here all day But I can still come back and know there's somewhere safe The objects in the mirror won't appear And nothing seems to work out here so I guess I'd rather live inside of my head Than to try this again I'd rather live inside of my head I gave it my best again I'm over thinking but not understanding Dreaming the day away on what the plan is Feel like my heart and my mind must be up in some kind of rivalry At the end of the day, there's only one who's standing I'm well aware that I've been acting defeatist It's not a lapse in my reason I just been trapped by my feelings They knocked me back off my feet, that's why I'll laugh when I see it Like this gon' be the time when I'm gon' actually mean it? Yea, I don't see it I understand I'm not supposed to stay, I understand what I'm supposed to do But it doesn't matter to me I want to be here, so I guess that's where I'll stay I guess I'd rather live inside of my head Than to try this again I'd rather live inside of my head I gave it my best again I guess I'd rather live inside of my head Than to try this again I'd rather live inside of my head I gave it my best