Chasing Moving Trains

I miss 1817 Sometimes It feels like It didn't happen And I made it up for balance For all the bad shit that's happened Nothing feels special anymore I miss when nobody gave a fuck about me Why'd I feel so empty in a room full of people who love me? I miss the feeling from when you found me I wish the moments by myself Were as meaningful as they should of been I wish I was as empathetic to you as I could of been I'm never alone now And now home to me means hometown Forgot how to hope My roommate is broke Lay in the middle of times square Snow landing on my tongue I can see my breathing pattern Big screens light my hands on buildings Off the hinges, been on caffeine binges Dancing 'til the morning Blur in motion This shit always feels like chasing moving trains This shit always feels like chasing moving trains This shit always feels like chasing moving trains I've lived off this high When I was low To be by your side Just to let go Now in morning light Everybody's gone home But I've leaned on this life It's all I've known I'll never be good to you Never be as good as you Never be beautiful Never be better me Never be enough for love Never have a way to get past this feeling Never have a way to get past this feeling Never have a way to get past this feeling Never have a way to get past this feeling Never have a way to get past this feeling Sometimes I can't recognize myself Sometimes I can't recognize myself Sometimes I can't recognize myself Sometimes I can't recognize myself 23, I'll find out You & me, I'll find out 23, I'll find out You & me, I'll find out