I think you're on a hamster wheel
You are oscillating between complete surrender to the chaos
And then there's kind of desperate attempts at control
When you fixate on a relationship that isn't going the way that you want
Or like, try to see everything from this birds-eye view
Analyzing it from every possible angle, it's all control
And then you don't like what you find, and makes sense that you just wanna numb it, you know?
It's okay
Everyone's got these cycles
Everyone's spinning round on something
I think we like the tension
I think it could be useful
You don't really want off the wheel at all, do you?
