If It Is

Weren't you so inviting The way you looked me in? I've been romanticizing I've lingered on your skin And still, it was surprising The lack of self-control When, love, you looked like lightning When you came in too close Now you've got me right where you want me Coping with my codependency And I get lonely And isn't it familiar When it feels different? Don't lovers get recycled When love don't feel passionate? But I wanna believe you (I wanna believe you) I wanna be yours (I wanna be yours) But binging you 'til boredom is all I can afford When you've got me right you want me So self-aware Well, I've compared the chemistry 'Cause if it is what it was, what it was, what it was If it is what it was, what it was, what it was If it is, you should know, babe I get lonely