I Wish That You Would

I see you've been out and it's hard to ignore Not that it matters it's who's keeping score I'm doing fine I just finished the final episode Watching without you I'm making the end With no one to wake up and carry to bed Not one for change but they tell me it's better down the road Is it a mistake If I ask "are you awake?" But I hold myself back I know that love can only go so far We made a promise that night in the car Forever minding our manners I'll never call you up But I wish that you would I wish that you would Memories flashing in front of my eyes I save the good and leave the bad ones behind Watch from a distance but I'm always searching for a sign You're like a habit I'm trying to break but I throw out the pills that they want me to take One for the heartache and one for the thoughts I can't erase What if I told you I've been living in the past And I hold myself back I know that love can only go so far We made a promise that night in the car Forever minding our manners I'll never call you up But I wish that you would I wish that you would I wish that you would Oh yeah Now I wonder If I get the words just right Will you read between lines 'Cause I don't know how to ask But I can't I can't hold myself back I know that love can only go so far We made a promise that night in the car Forever minding our manners I'll never call you up But I wish that you would Yeah I wish that you would I wish that you would Oh no I'll never call you up But I wish that you would No, I hold myself back 'Cause I've been living in the past Oh no I will never call you up But I wish that you would