Replay

Why do I overthink everything Because nothing's what it seems, what it seems, what it seems Why so much time that I waste Covering up all my pain, (covering up all my pain) When time and time, and time again They show they do not relate Oh, I'm drowning in the worst ways Too deep to be saved, and memories are movies That my mind replays (over and over, and over again) That my mind replays (over and over, and over again) That my mind replays But what do you expect from neglect, I guess it makes a hole In a house full of people, look in the eyes, and they ain't no one home Never understood but looking back, I feel that stunt my growth And every role model I had romanticized dope And everybody in my family was fucking broke And no one talked about directions to another road So, as a man I've been convinced, that it's all I know Because that's all I know Take a second just to vent with me, I'm reliving my trauma I still see me as a kid saying, "Don't you hit my mama" I hear screaming and crying, I wish I had forgot it Walking home from school, putting rocks inside my pocket Yeah, while thinking to myself that one day I'm gonna stop it I relive it every night and now I'm 25 And I still think back, like I should've took his life Why do I overthink everything Because nothing's what it seems, what it seems, what it seems Why so much time that I waste Covering up all my pain When time and time and time again They show they do not relate Oh, I'm drowning in the worst ways Too deep to be saved and memories are movies That my mind replays (over and over and over again) That my mind replays (over and over and over again) That my mind replays