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I'm fadin' into the wall, it's safer here in the silence I'm headin' straight to my downfall, and passin' it off as tryin' I act like I know it all, secret's out that I'm lyin' Thrown around like a ragdoll It's what I deserve for hidin' and fightin' the truth I'm denyin' It's fatal (fatal, fatal) When the highs and the lows come and go Lay my cards on the table (table, table) I'll admit I'm unstable What if I could be sane for a day? Let the fear float away, watch me fly What if I could escape from the scene Of my past misery? Say goodbye What if I I'm ripped right out of my dream, was I hallucinatin'? If nothing's quite what it seems, then what is the point I'm chasin'? Reality's startin' to bleed, pullin' me into a spiral I'm beggin' to find a reprieve from havin' to fake a smile Now, I'm fightin' the truth I'm denyin', it's fatal, fatal When the highs and the lows come and go, lay my cards on the table I'll admit I'm unstable What if I could be sane for a day? Let the fear float away, watch me fly What if I could escape from the scene Of my past misery? Say goodbye What if I What if I could be sane for a day? Let the fear float away, watch me fly What if I could escape from the scene Of my past misery? Say goodbye What if I? (Hidin' and fightin' the truth I'm denyin', it's fatal) What if I (when the highs and the lows come and go) (Lay my cards on the table) what if I