i hate when i'm like this

I hate when I'm like this I hate when I'm losing my control I hate to see myself in the mirror looking like that I hate when I'm like this I hate when I have nobody to call I hate to be alone in this bed that makes me feel so small I know this is bad I need help I can't do this I need to get out of this bed I know But that's the last thing I wanna do I hate when I'm like this I hate when I'm losing my control I hate to see myself in the mirror looking like that I know this is bad I need help I can't do this myself I need to get out of this bed I know But that's the last thing I wanna do The darkness is trying to pull me down So I'm sinking down To the darkness To the darkness To the darkness To the darkness I hate when I'm like this I hate when I have nobody to call I hate to be alone in this bed that makes me feel so small