I'm disappointed
At the quick to anger texts
Your lack of patience and understanding
I call you out and you call me a selfish love bomb
Cuz I bruise too easily
I ricochet at being left on read
And blow back into a bad space
Where I get scary thoughts
Like do I do more harm than good?
Am I not enough?
Or do I take up too much room?
And I have to think it twice
Cuz you never apologize
I lack perspective I guess
I tend to forget you love me all the time
Need reminding or I cry
It's immature but reassure me
When the smoke clears
After the 16 hours of silent treatment
For suffocating you with affection
I'm sorry I'm such a burden
When I get scary thoughts
Like do I do more harm than good?
Am I not enough?
Or do I take up too much room?
And I have to think it twice
Cuz you never apologize
Except
When we're scrolling in bed
In silence but then
You wonder if I love you less
No fair
When you get scary thoughts
I cut the wires and stop the tick tock
Cuz I know what I need
What I need
When I get scary thoughts
Like do I do more harm than good?
Am I not enough?
Or do I take up too much room?
I get scary thoughts
Like do I do more harm than good?
Am I not enough?
Or do I take up too much room?
And I have to think it twice
Cuz you never apologize
