What If I Did?

I walk outside, the air is cold It's just the sky, me and the phone I pace around and wonder if I should call you Think of how easy it used to be Now just the thought makes my heart beat Out my chest, it'd be good as it gets to hear you say you want me too And I know you been, with someone you're happy with It's all in my head of what I'd say, I'm on the edge of Hey boy, I'm glad that you're still up I can't stop thinking about us And your hand in mine And what it'd be like To find love hiding in plain sight For me, it's been here the whole time Guess you got what you want, so I ain't gonna call but What if, what if, what if I did? What if, what if, what if I did? Would you say you feel the same Admit you look at me that way And why you never say my name around her Why have you been texting me at two a.m I can't pretend that we're just friends, I'm on the edge of Hey boy, I'm glad that you're still up I can't stop thinking about us And your hand in mine And what it'd be like To find love, hiding in plain sight For me, it's been here the whole time Guess you got what you want, so I ain't gonna call but What if, what if, what if I did? What if, what if, what if I did? One half of me, doesn't wanna be The girl in love that wrecks it all Other half of me knows you'd be happy If I made that call Hey boy, I'm glad that you're still up I can't stop thinking about us And your hand in mine And what it'd be like To find love, hiding in plain sight For me, it's been here the whole time Guess you got what you want, so I ain't gonna call But what if, what if, what if I did? What if, what if, what if I did? What if, what if, what if I did?