I didn't mean for this to happen
It's not in my control
It's like something takes me over
Gets a grip around my soul
I float above my body
Watch it from afar
And try to make some sense of
How things got so dark
I'm out of my head but I won't
Let you pull me back to the ground again
(Back to the ground again)
I'll stay here instead in this self-destructive
Hell I've been living in
I'm out of my head
I wage a secret battle
With the stranger in the mirror
Stare at the reflection
Of what I've grown to fear
I know I should confront it
It's easier to hide
Than run the risk of failing
So I don't even try
I'm out of my head but I won't
Let you pull me back to the ground again
(Back to the ground again)
I'll stay here instead in this self-destructive
Hell I've been living in
I'm out of my head
Out of my out of my head
I remember when I used to be
Someone I liked
Now I spend my days afraid I'll
Never get it right
Will I ever get it right?
I'm out of my head but I won't
Let you pull me back to the ground again
(Back to the ground again)
I'll stay here instead in this self-destructive
Hell I've been living in
I'm out of my head
