Right Hand (feat. Just Gregg)

I don't know what happened to anyone I called right hand

Used to keep em stashed between some pages in my night stand

Falling through the cracks they all I need to feel right

But my hourglass ran empty guess they lost in the times damn

I've seen bottoms of bottles

Ain't no genies, not for miles

Making wishes on wish lists

Ain't no love, no not no kisses

Some would get pissed, they think quick

Chance they miss it, drown in liquid

Same thoughts I want to skip them

But I can't

But I keep wishing on

All ideas are free

What you make it be?

Those the thoughts I think

Homie that's just me

Brain it overthinks

Thoughts they overtake

Then I pour a drink

Same night everyday

Over and over

Never wishing on four-leaf clover

Not fucking sober

I'm old and these nights are like a roller coaster

I cannot stop to think

Always drowned in drinks

It's why I overthink

But that's the life that chose me

Reminds me that currents control the sea

I don't know why they wanna live like me

All this nonsense

I'm involved in

I'll be honest

I just need a fucking break for a little bit

Feeling sick of everything

I'm begging pleading

I just need to get a way from the cycle

Been grinding, slaving, need vacation

Anything to get my mind off the people I been missing

Like, yeah I could call em

But courage gets lost

Every time I be picking my phone up I wonder

Do you still be thinking of me?

Am I in your memories? Keep you from sleep?

Am I one of a kind or could I be replaced

Man I know if I asked you you'd lie to my face

So fuck is the point of these songs that I'm making

If y'all ain't be listening back anyway?

Damn

I don't know what happened to anyone I called right hand

Used to keep em stashed between some pages in my night stand

Falling through the cracks they all I need to feel right

But my hourglass ran empty guess they lost in the times damn

Ooh

I know I said this was last time I'd go

Reflections of a life we that we once had

Wishing we could all just go back

Searching for the perfect words

Just to hold on to some comfort through time

Feel nostalgic for the days when I didn't feel lonely

I've been stuck inside my ways feel like no one really know me

No the night doesn't end if we never see the morning

I got death come after me one day he's gonna owe me

All we have to do is hold on

I'm getting the best of me

My brain just wants to fucking sleep

All these thoughts are killing me

I wish that I Could go away 

Will this ever get better?

Get better

I don't know what happened to anyone I called right hand

Used to keep em stashed between some pages in my night stand

Falling through the cracks they all I need to feel right

But my hourglass ran empty guess they lost in the times damn

I just wanna leave, tryna be me

So many fucking dreams of just being free

Eyes wide open still can't seem to see

Might just pop a bean, cog in the machine

Stack that fucking green

Don't give a fuck if it ain't clean

Cause that's how we're supposed to be

Never guarantee when we fucking will

Never cop a plea even on my knees putting holes though you

Call that Swiss cheese

Spitting this shit till I fucking wheeze

Cold as fucking shit call me mister freeze

And it's a breeze, we just spread it everywhere

Call it a disease, Covid 19

Need that dopamine

Pass me that shit

Spark me up some tree before I go to leave

Depart from the scene

It's a regular routine

It's a regular routine

It's a regular routine

What you know about me?

Greg

I don't know what happened to anyone I called right hand

Used to keep em stashed between some pages in my night stand

Falling through the cracks they all I need to feel right

But my hourglass ran empty guess they lost in the times damn