Alive

As if I'm lying in a casket of regret

I keep replaying every moment in my head

Try to scream out but no one hears me

I'd reach out but can't move a thing

Thinking back on every hurtful thing I said

As if I'm six feet underground

From you I'll never hear a sound

So I'll keep trying to survive but can't forget

How it was to feel alive

Left at the wayside of my mind

Can't seem to get it to align to what is right

Feel trapped and cannot hide

Cannot confide this weary mind

So I'll keep putting it aside

(How it was to feel alive)

As if I'm swimming in an ocean left for dead

I keep replaying everything you ever said

Like when you told me you'd be here

But when I look you disappear

But I keep hoping what you said is what you meant

How it was to feel alive

Left at the wayside of my mind

Can't seem to get it to align to what is right

Feel trapped and cannot hide

Cannot confide this weary mind

So I'll keep putting it aside

As if I'm lying in a casket of regret

I keep replaying every moment in my head

Try to scream out but no one hears me

I'd reach out but can't move a thing

Thinking back on every hurtful thing I said

How it was to feel alive

Left at the wayside of my mind

Can't seem to get it to align to what is right

Feel trapped and cannot hide

Cannot confide this weary mind

So I'll keep putting it aside

(How it was to fell alive)