why?

Why does it always feel

Like the whole world’s trapped inside my body

Why do you always need

To remind me that I’m not that pretty

Is any of this real?

Is this all that we’ll ever be

I surrendered years ago

I thought no one would ever like me

Why, why?

Cried when I shaved my head

Panic when I see them smile

I stopped somewhere in eight grade

But I’m not happy now, am I

It’s really not as funny as it seems

And then comes the day you stop to eat

Inside and out you want to scream

When will I ever feel complete

Why, why?

When did it start

Why do I fall apart

Where did I go

Where did I go

When did it start

Why do I fall apart

Where did I go

Where did I go

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