Muscle Memory

I know it like the back of my hand This love that we have That's broken at best It's all that we know, and it's all that I am I don't understand but I can't let go 'Cause I've gotten used to the weight The absence of change Has pulled us apart It's worse than I realized Oh, all that we are Are last words on a page I've turned Ooh ooh Ooh ooh I'm dreading that look in your eyes As you ask me why I throw this away Without a good reason The truth's hard to say When it will only break your heart It's not in my nature, I swear My heart's unaware Of what I do to myself It hurts and it's so hard to hurt someone else For the sake of my own good Ooh ooh Ooh ooh But I keep coming back I keep coming back I keep coming back Keep coming back to you Keep coming back Just like I always do Oh I keep coming back I keep coming back I keep coming back I keep coming back to you Keep coming back Just like I always do I know it like the back of my hand but I don't understand it at all