Only For A While

The curtains are fallin', oh, I don't see where to hide I closed all the windows, don't let anyone inside It's me and the shadows we're racin' for the light I didn't believe that I would ever lose that fight And only for a while I found it all again All my memories are dead I'd rather wake up instead I'm spendin' days in my head Oh God, I've lost it again And I don't wanna say that it's true (I don't wanna say that!) All my memories are dead Well, well now I didn't grow older to be someone that I've been The sun is movin' on, the grass turned back to green And sometimes the word is enough to change the day But the words aren't comin', and I never felt this strange And only for a while I found it all again All my memories are dead I'd rather wake up instead I'm spendin' days in my head Oh God, I've lost it again And I don't wanna say that it's true (I don't wanna say that!) All my memories are dead Like a rat in a maze is tastin' off his waste Oh, I feel my time is comin' I've been tryin' to hate all of the memories we made Oh, I feel my time is comin' Now this is all that I've got and this is all that I've done Well, I was tryin' to hold on, but not tryin' enough Like a rat in a maze is doin' all that it takes, oh, I feel My time is comin' For me