Lyrics

I am not evil
I am just ugly
I am not peaceful
I will cause suffering
I am not evil
I am just ugly
But I am not peaceful
I will cause suffering
I am not evil
I am just ugly
But I am not peaceful
I will cause suffering
Cut through the slums
Find me in the streets trying to hide where I'm from
Never wanted help, so I never got none
Hard to find peace down the barrel of a gun
Father of the sons
Father of the sun
Gave birth to the universe
Told me I was scum
Paint the roof with the dude's innards
Can't count to 4
Bet a .44 could change that
Someone's at the door
Hide the torch behind the Maytag
Laid Back
Can't give off a hint of insecurity
The sharks are in the swimming pool
I'm navigating cautiously
Been pondering my purpose in the ponderosa pines
And found that nobody's as powerful as I
Period
Awkwardly thinking
Hard to keep breathing
Skeemn for anything better than you
Hardly been sleeping
Monsters keep creeping
Under the bed
Now my head is so loose
Feeling so jaded
Stay in my basement
Cooking up beats
Why do I not cook food?
Need to eat shrooms
It soothes me
I put all of my pain in my music
I am not evil
I am just ugly
But I am not peaceful
I will cause suffering
I am not evil
I am just ugly
But I am not peaceful
I will cause suffering
Insecurities
Now I'm faded, wow
I been seeing lines like it's Vegas, ouch
Hopping on flights
God, it made me a grouch
I just keep on flying
It get ugly now
I got some evil inside me
Misunderstood, but it's love when they try me
Predictable
I don't care if they like me
Sorry my ego don't make me a dime piece
Woah
Judge me all you want
It's just me and my son
Even monsters have a soul
Constantly back and forth with all my demons
Need reasons to live
My own destiny's keeper
Reaper keep coming
Keep running with fever
Temper stay hot like it come with a heater
I'm not a monster
Just nothing to lose
Tired of explaining
Got nothing to prove
Misunderstood
Take a walk in my shoes
Brick by brick
Built it up to the roof
Still got workin to do
I am not evil
I am just ugly
Terrors from trauma
They trouble me nightly
Did it for family
Please do not judge me
It can get violent so you should tread lightly
I am not evil
I am just ugly
I am not peaceful
I will cause suffering
I am not evil
I am just ugly
I am not peaceful
I will cause suffering
Written by: Jordan Jackson, Keaton Egizi, Kenton Walker, Kyle Bender
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