Will I Ever Get Better?

There's a cloud hanging over my head

Been around forever, we're best friends

And enemies, she's fuckin' dead to me

Now I can't find the silver lining in anything

I run like water from a faucet

Had a good thing and then I lost it

I sabotage, 'cuz I don't wanna cause

Another heartbreak, another sad song

I don't mean to be a bother

But how do we get back to the start

Cuz I miss the way it felt to have something to lose

(oh, oh)

Fell in love with me and all my problems

Fool for thinkin' maybe you could solve 'em

Oh my god, I'm nothing without you

(Oh, oh)

It's been the longest September

Fall came and just like the weather

You changed and now I don't know what to do

Oh god, will I ever get better?

You're gone but I still remember

The way you looked in my favorite sweatshirt

I just wanna do nothing forever with you

Oh god, will I ever get better?

There's a darkness locked in my closet

Can't find the key I must've dropped it

On the way over to your place

That first night when I lied to your face and said

I love you even if it hurts

You say you're fucked up but baby I'm worse

And I swore that I thought we could make this work

Always wrong, I guess I'll never learn

I don't mean to be a bother

But how do we get back to the start

Cuz I miss the way it felt to have something to lose

(oh, oh)

Fell in love with me and all my problems

Fool for thinkin' maybe you could solve 'em

Oh my god, I'm nothing without you

(Oh, oh)

It's been the longest September

Fall came and just like the weather

You changed and now I don't know what to do

Oh god, will I ever get better?

You're gone but I still remember

The way you looked in my favorite sweatshirt

I just wanna do nothing forever with you

Oh god, will I ever get better?