in my head

Yea

These eyes in my head done seen enough

Can I please get a cleaner look

Every spot that I'm seein', every stop that I ease up on got a whole lot of people uh

Said it's all in my head but I hear 'em talkin

Little chatter under breath, I can feel 'em callin'

Pitter patter from the left, see it's all in my head, but if I miss another step, then I'm free fallin'

Face first but first you gotta face facts

It ain't fair but life ain't 'bout a take back

Take a charge and charge 'em for a tape track

Bear arms yo army can't escape that

Rain drops of words fall on my head now

Can't rest until I'm smellin' dead sound

Something's out to kill

Should I confess that it's all so real or take pills till they all drown?

I'm goin' off for a trip, don't you come and follow

Can't you see it lately I've been speaking mono

The doors unlocked just in case I wanna see tomorrow

Tell my family I love the way they kill the sorrow

But they ain't ever gonna take away the dialogue

Soakin' in tears from the past, never dryin' off

Too many years I've been thinkin' bout a casket

'Bout to turn ears into ashes

Fuck it I'm signin' off

(yea)

Said it's all in my head, and I want it all out

Can you please get the bullet out now for a second, just so I can understand what it's like to be without

It's all in my head, so I shrug it off

See I'm alive, only cost me a couple falls

Feelin' fine, probably all the meds wearin' off

Now I don't even care at all

On the borderline of being schizo

And still the only thing they're tryna hand me is a bit of benzos

Break it off, I'm just tryna play the demo

If this a game of life, I don't win those

You can see the dark in my eyes, even through a tinted window

Parked in a limo

Feelin' like a shepard, but it's one up in a kennel

I call but I get the decline

Ain't nobody tryna talk so I'm in a disguise

Maybe now they thinkin' twice 'bout rollin' their dice

But they don't like to put their money on a hustle and grind

Maybe it's me and I'll just never decide

Somebody tell me that it's over I should end it ton-

They tell me I won't make in life

The devil's sleepin' on my shoulder 'cause he ain't in the light

...

Talk to me

Give me something good for a change

(something good)

The room still spinnin'

And you ain't gotta be so cruel these days

Can you give me a break

Cause everybody's watching

Why don't you move on

You're makin' me feel all the shit I've been dodging, and I just keep movin' through all of it

Ain't no ponderin'

Sentenced from birth to listen, now see I'm a victim of words, and I'm born to be fond of it

It's all in my head, and I want it all out

Can you please get the bullet out now for a second, just so I can understand what it's like to be without

It's all in my head, and I want it out

Can't breathe, can't sleep, goin' blind, can't see the crowd

Show of hands if you see me now

I need to know if I'm just dreamin' out loud

(I see nobody but I'm hearin' sounds)