The one to fall

Lights out I'm calling from a thousand miles away You're goin' 'bout your day While I've been struggling to catch my sleep The days start blending into weeks It feels like we don't have a thing to say 'Cause I haven't seen your face in months And you just think I'm out of touch But it's not fair, I'm everywhere while you're just waiting For someone who can give enough When life's been dealing all too much I'm hating how it played out on the day I had to leave 'Cause now I'm scared to love the thought of you The way you did with me I know you'll break and bend, and meet your end before I'll ever be The one to fall for someone I could barely see Right now I think you hope we're farther than we've come But so much time has gone Like, how'd I end up at your family home? While mine has only seen you once I hate how we skipped past the parts I want But it's feeling like it's all too rushed And you just think I'm out of touch But it's not fair, I'm everywhere while you're just waiting I'm hating how it played out on the day I had to leave 'Cause now I'm scared to love the thought of you The way you did with me I know you'll break and bend, and meet your end before I'll ever be The one to fall for someone I could barely see You're holding on, I'm holding out You're looking up as I let you down You look at me a certain way that I just can't reciprocate so well I'm sorry that you fell 'Cause now I'm hating how it played out on the day I had to leave And now I'm scared to love the thought of you the way you did with me I know you'll break and bend, and meet your end before I'll ever be The one to fall for someone I could barely see I'm hating how it played out on the day I had to leave 'Cause now I'm scared to love the thought of you The way you did with me I know you'll break and bend, and meet your end before I'll ever be The one to fall for someone I could barely see