Mess It Up Mad

How are you today? Are you holding on?

Did you rest? Did you eat? Well, say what's going on

Am I bothering you now?

Waiting for a smile, let me cheer you up please

I don't know how to make you happy

You said you were but then you left me, you left me

I'll make you happy

You say I couldn't so you left me

Everything we did was all about me, I'm sorry, I love you

Anything you want I give you right here, don't worry, I got you

How did I mess it up mad? I could kill myself right now

Don't deserve you but I'll try, it's a promise, eye to eye

How did I mess it up mad?

How am I today? Think I'm holding on

It's a mess but I'm okay and I feel strong

It's been long without you here

Left this song hoping you would come back dear

I didn't know how to be happy

I thought I did until you left me, you left me

Needed to find peace

Needed to grow up and you let me

But everything we did was not about me, but I'm sorry if I hurt you

Anything I want I give it to me, don't worry, still got you

We did not mess it up mad, I could kiss myself right now

We deserve to love and try, let's be honest, you and I

Just to not mess it up mad

Just to not mess it up mad

No one here to blame, you know when it starts, never when it ends

You gave me

No one here to blame, you know when it starts, never when it ends

Love only

No one here to blame, you know when it starts, never when it ends

You gave me

No one here to blame, you know when it starts, never when it ends

Love only

Just to not mess it up mad, oh, I could kiss myself right now

We deserve to love and try, let's be honest, you and I

Just to not mess it up mad

Are you holding on?

Did you rest? Did you eat? Well, say what's going on