Deadweight

Fuck it

Drop me off the planet

Every fuck I give leaves me stranded

So what the fuck is the point of standing

Rotted lavish

Locked in savage

Drop that status now where you standing

Just another body left abandoned

Show me what's so good in this

Tell me how it's worth the trip

Tell me why

Losing peace keep a fire under me

For a verse to fit

Stories a tap like a life is flash

When memories feel like a trap

Inside feeding this malnourishment

Sip this cup and down this smoke

I'm foggy fucked up and I'm feeling low

Tell me where to go

Vibing to the chaose like I love it though

It's the story of my life

Running from home burning my soul

Just to light the room and feel the glow

24 fades thinking what have I done

I'm up but feel no heat from the heat

Drinking like all my songs have been sung

No daughter no son

Knowing I'ma burden to some

This my way to feel even when I'm feeling numb

Even when I hear that iron shake

I'm pumped but can't flex a win

I'm stuck in my head comparing all this extra shit

I've been a boss

So why the fuck do I gotta question it

Wearing my heart on my sleeve

Leaves no room in my words for hidden messages

Still looking out for myself that's real

Still living life like it's kill or be killed

Real

What's that mean to you

It's different when you seeing through your views

And seeing nothing but a greedy few

Putting up walls on everything you're seeing through

And noone gives a fuck enough to listen

Guess I'll just bust one to my own wisdom

Guess I'll just continue on this mission

Trust my intuition and lock back in with tunnel vision

Sick inside my system

Man I gotta listen

To the world when it pushes me to pull away

Missing my soldiers when I drew a spade

For all the time I threw away

All this love I had now it's down a sewer drain

Less for what viewers take

Best for what fewer taste

Never went through this just for you to break

I'll stand on business with a soldiers fist

It's been a war for ownership in my souls abyss

Just trying to kill while I heal and own my shit

Blessed by angels but I'm close to sin

Scopes locked in and I'm focused in

Burning all bridges leading me back to any hopelessness