3 AM OFF PASEO

I scream

But there's

No sound

Cry out

No gods

Around

I scream

But there's

No sound

My lungs

They fill

I drown

Cause I keep finding myself

Here

Again again

Again again

Give myself to this pain

Drag me back down this hole

Give myself to this rage

And it swallows me whole

To the man I thought I

killed and buried years ago

Who stays lockstep with me

Cause I can't seem to let it go

Does it steal your peace?

Do you still think of me?

Do you mourn the boy I once was?

May he rest in peace

To look into your kid

And hate the core of his soul

To look into your kid

And cry

To God

That something must have gone wrong

You worthless piece of shit

To the man I thought I

killed and buried years ago

You deserve to walk through

This life

All alone

To the man who tried to kill who I was

long ago

You deserve to fucking

Rot bitch

Die alone