Help

I'm in love with you

Won't you bring me back to you

All the things you do

Oh

I been sad, I admit it that I need some help

My emotions are unstable

I'm so damn bipolar, I got like twenty different personalities

And none are well

Never one to switch up, never one to kiss and tell

But the devils in my bedroom, reaching out her hands

Through these non-prescripted pills

The reflection in the mirror is someone that looks like me

Talks like me, walks like me, is he lost like me

Does he wonder if he'll ever make it out his head

Does he debate taking a blade to his neck

Or a gun to his head

Will these pills really fix me

Or is it another money getaway for these doctors just to guilt trip me

I try to cry, but a part of me will never let myself do it

Never had a trusted influence

So, it's just me and I, talking to a body filled with bruises

If I kill myself, will the pain stop, maybe I should do it

I went to the paramedics, and they told me that I'm already dead

I talked to my therapist, and she told me I'm sick in the head

If I make it another day, will I try to kill myself or enjoy the life that I live

These are the questions that I cannot answer, but I know what it is

The devils on both shoulders

But even she was an angel at one time, so is the pain ever really over

Take a drink but I'm still sober

If I say clovers, it aint for luck, just something to carry me over

You don't know what it's like to be trapped in a mind

Where the eyes don't cry

But the heart still try's

But the mind's too tired

But the body's too fried

And the soul just lye's

In these toxic lies

I think I'm worth it

No, you're not

Yes I am

You are nothing

No I'm something

Just stop trying

No I gotta keep on going

You better stop while you're at it

Gotta keep on going even if it's getting tragic

Just give in

No, I can't

You'll never win

Maybe not, but that's not a reason to back down, take down

Take the blade

No I'd rather not

Just a little cut, see it bleed

I gotta stop with this thinking

But is the pain really worth it

Maybe not, so just end it

You'll never have your peace

But what about these people that depend on me

They'll be okay, they'll be better when you're gone

Maybe not

Yes, they will

Here's the blade, do yourself a favor

Do I really have to do this

Yes, you do

Okay