Benchwarmer

Your room smells the same no matter what country we're in

I bought a record just to sit down and watch it spin

I've been distracted for the last 18 months

I need to get out more, I need another job

And everything used to make sense to me

I've lost my touch

Had some time on the bench spent thinking

I think too much

Every time I change, I feel more like myself

You don't like affection but sometimes it helps

I hate the winter, but I love how it feels when it ends

I love the way that I feel after seeing my friends

And everything used to make sense to me

Think I got bored

Had some time on the bench

'Cause life felt too hardcore

And I've been doing my best, doing my best

But I can't ignore

The things I've tried to forget, I can't forget

I can't close that door

I can't close that door

I can't close that door

I can't close that door

I can't close that door

See him in planes and clouds and shitty coffee

In motorbikes and football fields and poppies

I wonder if he knows who he made me

I wonder if he knows who he made me