The Fibonacci Sequence

You paused the movie and asked me

A couple days after the start

What's a trivial thing that reminds you to see

That the world is bigger than you are

And i talked about watching birds on the street at a stoplight

from the window of my car

You told me outside on the back porch

The things you don't know about God

What is the hand that would plan your

Life in the way that's it's gone

And I told you I'm scared of

The things I'm aware of

Things I could do that are wrong

And I proved myself right

And I don't understand after I did the worst thing of all

My eyes still see the sky just the same

A magic that makes it look blue

That black hole waits up in lonely space

Just like the scientists tried to prove

The fabric of the universe

Is something I can't ever learn

The fibonacci sequence

And molecules

I don't understand

The good things I still have

But I understand why I don't still have you

You said that you couldn't make sense of

All the times you should've died

You pulled yourself out of a windshield

While my friend overdosed in a hotel that night

I told you I really don't get it

Having chances some people don't find

But I get why I didn't get one more chance

To be better to you this time

I know you're not the only good thing

But you're the best thing that's been mine

So why do

my eyes still see the sky just the same

A magic that makes it look blue

That black hole waits up in lonely space

Just like the scientists tried to prove

The fabric of the universe

Is something I can't ever learn

The fibonacci sequence

And molecules

I still don't understand

The good things I still have

But I understand why I don't still have you

I don't understand why I'm still under the sun

Why I'm more than the worst thing I've ever done

I don't understand how you loved me enough

To give me a chance to grow up

And Im scared to death

That you'll forget

I was your good thing once

But my eyes still see the sky just the same

A magic that makes it look blue

That black hole waits up in lonely space

Just like the scientists tried to prove

Your face the moment that you learned

That I betrayed your deepest hurt

I know that like the back of my hand

But I don't understand

What I should do

When I understand why I don't still have you