Running Sand

Don’t sell me no half truths,

the devil is liar I was hiding in the back room,

My projection wasn’t astral,

Seeking every answer to the questions I ain’t ask you,

It ain’t fiction if it’s factual,

Weaving through the past fractals,

in the present future tripping it’s unnatural,

it’s like a never ending fall through the wind,

pray a big soft cloud catch you,

or you the hit the ground hard,

making promises you can’t keep ain’t reasoning with God,

tried leaning into loss it was a dark place,

the shadow grew inside the room that I would toss in the heartaches, too often,

2 feet and a few options,

Either stand still walk or run,

who uttering a godsend,

bogged in and bogged down,

I let the calm in and calmed down,

All that hellish filth about,

I couldn’t walk around,

Eggshell and egret walls,

When I was eager to release it all,

The door swung closed,

heaven knows I didn’t see me sleeping in this hall,

you born, you live, you die,

my mama said don’t rush it,

I can’t function with my pride

I cried and cried, I held it in til I popped,

Progression was my sentence,

my reflection was my opp,

Conceived, you born, you live, you die,

my mama said don’t rush it,

I can’t function with my pride,

I cried and cried, I held it in til I popped,

Progression was my sentence,

my reflection was my opp,

I couldn’t haul the weight,

my head that weighed a bowling ball,

would often hit the floor or hit the wall,

Out the window I could heed the call,

When the tears hit my bloody palms,

defects and flaws need rest to keep stress up off me,

I couldn’t figure out what I had taught me,

cause what I see in me I seen in Audrey,

Anxiety pronounced when I was sitting on the couch smoking,

I aint know I was killing me softly,

This song necessary, necessarily it varies When the pendulum is swinging it get costly,

Move with caution don’t accost me, laboriously digging for an answer is exhausting,

ima use my two to carry not to fight,

this arithmetic is scary, it prepared to ignite,

I wrote these memoirs in armor of a knight,

Pituitary where my Ori seated lead me to the light,

you born, you live, you die,

my mama said don’t rush it,

I can’t function with my pride,

I cried and cried, I held it in til I popped,

Progression was my sentence,

my reflection was my opp,

Conceived, you born, you live, you die,

my mama said don’t rush it,

I can’t function with my pride,

I cried and cried, I held it in til I popped,

Progression was my sentence,

my reflection was my opp