what do i want ?

What do I want From myself anymore I don't know Even though I tried everything That made me happy before Before I You know Started regretting it all Yeah I don't know why I am here I am stuck in this world here And I can't escape anywhere If I Try or not Yeah I won't let go 'Cuz I was too scared From the get-go And to take a risk and to keep going And be true to the words that I wrote in My notes on my iPhone That turned into an art form From a journal of my emotions To find myself in a deep hole In a deep hole In a deep hole