Doomedtogloom

Thought that I'd be happier to see you leave

But I'm still the same old sad

How can I believe in one bad egg

When I know the whole henhouse went mad

If I could go back

If I could go back to when I didn't know shit

Would it be so bad

If it ever worked like that

But I wouldn't trade the way I see the world

To get a few happy days

Even if I'm doomed to gloom

A sadgirl in my room forever

Every time I open up my eyes I find

A brand new way to say

That I love you deeper than I ever knew

This mind could weather

I don't need go back

I'm already at a place where I don't know shit

And it's not so bad

Everyday I pick up a little more of it

And when I look back

And when I see all the ways i learned to

Give a little bit back

I know I learned how to fill my own soul

Up up up

Filling up my cup

Up up up

Filling up my cup

Thought that I'd be happier to see you leave

But now i'm getting it

You don't really matter much at all

The ball keeps rolling on