Embedded (feat. The Good Depression & Dylan McDonnell)

I'm so happy to be here I've dragged my body through hell and high water I seek and beseech of thee Smother me Smother me oh my god Let the shade parade upon me Let the shade parade upon Pontificating in a state of delusion The joys of shameless devilry in nocturnal amusement What hurts for you What's good for me What hurts for you What's good for me (say it again) I haven't slept a wink in seventeen days My ears won't stop ringing The lights leave a stain What is best for you The death of me What's best for you The death of me (spare me) What do I do to make a blank slate become my mind? Nocturnal activities are getting the best of me Where do you go when you disappear? A place I cannot follow I'll try again tomorrow Spited by the light Weaponize the night sky Turn it around put it right between my eyes Say it again I'm so happy to be here Say it again I'm so happy to be here Say it again I'm so happy to be here Embedded in the embrace of night I'm so happy to be here I'm so happy to be here I'm so happy to be here Without fail or exception Behind my eyes a stage for execution Drag this vessel through the gates and sleep inside an empty grave Cleanse and calm a mind enslaved or taste another truth betrayed Embedded, rejected I brought my heart and I fucking regret it I'm a prisoner that much is clear Where do you go when you disappear? A place I cannot follow? I'll try again tomorrow Spited by the light Weaponize the night sky Turn it around put it right between my Love me limb from limb Sever me so I can begin again So I can begin again So I can begin again Spare me