Lyrics

This might the first time
I've put myself first
Where my own self awareness is less of curse
This might be the first time
I'm actually proud
Where making mistakes is a thing that's allowed
I've spent every night writing words you won't read
I've spent every day wanting things I don't need
And now that we're here I know I'll be okay
I'll love again somehow, someway
Somewhere someday
This might be the last time
I see you for awhile
So I hope I succeeded in making you smile (at least once)
This might be the last time
That we say goodbye
When we're farther away we're less likely to cry
I've made bad decisions, neglected my health
I've spent my whole life in a war with myself
But now that we're here I know I'll be okay
I'll love again somehow, someway
Somewhere someday
Pain in the moment will one day feel far
You spend your whole life trying learn who you are
And now that we're here there's not much else to say
But you'll love again somehow someway
Somewhere someday
It'll be okay
It's okay
("I'm really proud of you, Ava. Your production, and your songwriting, and your singing is like, better than it's ever been. So I just wanted to tell you that I'm really proud of you, and all the things that you've been doing are in the right direction. Don't give up. It's, uh… you're becoming a rockstar.")
Written by: Ava Perryman
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