Silver Lining (Extended Version)

Eyes, double vision Tryna see what is missing Forgive the bad decisions 'Cause bitterness is a crutch Looking for heaven Like some kind of adolescent Counting up all the lessons Feeling further out of touch Admit you like how it hurts just a little Happiness always felt like a riddle Try to find silver lines Tell everyone you're fine But you don't know anyone who is Never comfortable in the middle Always high or low, never level Living on borrowed time So you say that you're fine But you don't know anyone who is, is You don't know anyone who is (is, is, is, is) The side effects of all the mess I medicate to catch a breath When was the last time I got dressed Without the screaming inside my chest? The days feel monochromatic I don't mean to sound so dramatic Am I in too deep? Am I out of reach? Admit you like how it hurts just a little Happiness always felt like a riddle Try to find silver lines Tell everyone you're fine But you don't know anyone who is Never comfortable in the middle Always high or low, never level Living on borrowed time So you say that you're fine But you don't know anyone who is, is You don't know anyone who is, is You don't know anyone who is, is You don't know anyone who is, is You don't know anyone who is