Ego Freestyle!

My eyes waste away because of grief

I've bore the weight of loss and in turn

I sought a quick relief

I've majored in the minor, they said ignorance is bliss

And I thought that time would change it

Been a persistent optimist

Still I, man I

Contemplate my ways

I'm staring at the bigger picture trynna forge a way

Wait

Lately I've been conscious of my turns

Just to manage expectations oh Lord I frown

On who I'm being turned into

Damn

I've lost the comfort of the crowd

That little rise in status had a brother growing proud

Was it my lucky break or did it epitomize the style

Preoccupied with greatness didn't care who was around

Sad

How

These words inflate my ego

Can't ponder on my path

Or remove my foot from evil

These words inflate my ego

Can't ponder on my path

Or remove my foot from evil

No point in exerting effort

My dreams still out of reach

But the race is for the enduring

Still I need my mines and rather swift

There's envy in my eyes, man

My face is plagued with guilt

Damn

How repulsive is this gift

Wicked are the meditations of my heart

Quite conceited and it's detrimental to my art

Peeping through the seasons

There's no glimpse of any fall

But I'm springing up ahead cause the winner wants it all

Nostalgic I got elated by achievements

I'm stalking out my past like I'm prepping for a thesis

Got blocks I gotta build till I stand firm like Adidas

In my desire for utopia I can murmur man I did this

But still

These words inflate my ego

Can't ponder on my path

Or remove my foot from evil

These words inflate my art

Guess

I was doomed from the start