Better

The buzzin' in my brain

Doesn't mean I'm good for you

Given all your pain

Is it pride or shame?

The habits are the same

The damage is the same

When I overeat it's 'cause there's too much on my plate

When I overthink, I make monsters without a name

When I go to sleep, I die a thousand ways, I can't explain

I can't get better

Do you wanna get better? Better

No, I can't get better

Do you wanna get better?

Sometimes it's easier to lose myself

Than choose myself

Sometimes I wonder how I get out of bed

Maybe it's the master in my head again

That shakes me and breaks me

Call off the dogs, there's too much barking in my head again

Do you even hear me?

Do you even know me?

Cut through the fog

It takes too much for me to let you in

Do you even hear me?

Do you even know me?

We lost the child in us

Maybe it got robbed from us

I can't tell, oh well

Do you even hear me?

Do you even know me?

Now there's a mountain made of steel

I hid all the fountains because that would be too real for me

I'm trying not to bend

If I learned anything from this world, it's to pretend

Sometimes it's easier to lose myself

Than choose myself

Sometimes I wonder how I get out of bed

Maybe it's the master in my head again

That shakes me

And breaks me

I can't get better

Do you wanna get better?

Better

I can't get the message

You say it like it's easy

I can't get better

Are you leaving?

Do you wanna get better?

Better

I try so hard

I can't get the message

And then I end up bleeding

Are you leaving?