Need to Know (feat. Ayva Khan)

It goes around me, round me, oh And it feels like I'm drowning, no My days I keep counting Pray they go slow When will I stop this doubting I need to know Focused on the future never on right now It goes around me i need it to pipe down Smiles all around me and i'm thinking why now But i still gotta move gotta be the light now Flyers in my city haters tear it down I'm just trying to inspire the kids in my town I can't say what i feel so i write it down Question what's gonna happen when it's time for all these lights out Everyday i be chasing this high that i'm Making up cause it's all in my mind i don't Know what to i'm losing all my time but i'm Only nineteen get back to my grind lemme stop On vacation thinking about revelations Trying to find the equation my hearts racing Run in place for these dreams that i'm chasing God telling me i need to stay patient Mama told me put myself first Hard to tap in and lock in with all this pressure Every night i stare at the sky and it gets worse Feel alone as i'm walking through this desert Music was the way since i was a youngin Last song i made i said that i was stunting but i be fronting Overthink about nothing till it becomes something Hurt them when this mouth start running And I just want to know How to let go And leave you in control Why's it so cold on this road of gold? It goes around me, round me, oh And it feels like i'm drowning, drowning, no My days i keep counting, pray they go slow When will i stop this doubting, i need to know I need to know Oh why's it so cold? ooh How can i let go? I'm losing control They say the boy done changed vision boosted the ego Thought they had me but they move like Shaq with a free throw Break this generational curse for all my latinos We've come way too far to go back to zero Since 04' I've been set aside for greatness, he made this Target on my back I know they hate this Spit all i got into this mic as i make this Real ones with me as i load up all of these bases Dust myself and move i cant do this no more Life too short wasting time i cannot afford Washed up on the shore, made it out the storm I finally feel like i am reborn This what freedom taste like, man i feel so alive No more secrets to hide, light the fire burn my pride Vision locked in, eyes up to the skies I fulfilled my high Yeah, i was broke and i admit it Now the new me and old me way different Took some time for me to sit back and listen Now i got my eyes set on the vision Kids looking up to me I tell em to look higher 23, move like MJ how i'm wired Had to let go and be free of my desire Let go and be free of my desire I want to be set free Be who I'm meant to be Wish they could see My strength to every degree But not be at their mercy Oh I want to be set free Trying to make it up there, you're doubting Trying to find piece of mind and its shouting Keep your head in the game, stay the same way This how the world works, don't let your mind fray But this the life we chose so let's make the most Oh, oh, oh, yeah yeah yeah, yeah Let's make the most