Doom and Gloom

I don't think that I'm ever me I think I'm mostly just ADHD And I don't listen when creation sings And I don't hear the bells of heaven's gates ring I'm having the time of my life Being eaten alive all the time When I look back at the monster That's chasing me down this hall I rest easy cause I know it's just the usual Doom and gloom That tells me "they'll all laugh at you" And I know that it's true I'm not prepared to lose The things that make me who I am Like the usual doom and gloom Lights Flicker on and off in my dizzy head Trying to hold the time as I hold my breath Want to be something that you could love instead When I look at all the pieces that I think will make me whole I rest easy cause I know it's just the usual Doom and gloom That tells me "they'll all laugh at you" And I know that it's true I'm not prepared to lose The things that make me who I am Like the usual doom and gloom Doom and gloom That tells me "they'll all laugh at you" And I know that it's true It's only me and you There's nothing left to do It's just the usual doom and gloom