My Own Worst Enemy

I suck the life right out of my lungs I cut me down, I fuck me up Sometimes I swear I hate myself And I can't find a reason lately To get out of bed and not feel crazy Like everything is out to get me I used to always play the victim Now I think that I should quit it Nobody hurts me like I do I used to tell them I got burned I'm holding the matches I've learned I set myself on fire in the worst ways Sabotage the things I love And curse my fuckin birthday Honestly it's getting old I wish that I would drop dead, resurrect To something that I can't regret Oh I set myself on fire in the worst ways I'm my own worst enemy, yeah I wanna be proud of the things I say Have confidence, not be afraid of what everybody thinks of me Scream when they treat me like shit Then punch them in the face, but I let them win I let them win I used to always play the victim Now I think that I should quit it Nobody hurts me like I do I used to tell them I got burned I'm holding the matches I've learned I set myself on fire in the worst ways Sabotage the things I love And curse my fuckin birthday Honestly it's getting old I wish that I would drop dead, resurrect To something that I can't regret Oh I set myself on fire in the worst ways I'm my own worst enemy, yeah I'm my own worst enemy The downfall and the death of me My own worst enemy I'm my own worst enemy The downfall and the death of me I wish that I could drop dead, resurrect To someone that I love instead I set myself on fire in the worst ways Sabotage the things I love And curse my fuckin birthday Honestly it's getting old, yeah I wish that I would drop dead, resurrect To something that I can't regret Oh I set myself on fire in the worst ways In the worst way I'm my own worst enemy My own worst enemy