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AUSFÜHRENDE KÜNSTLER:INNEN
Christian 21
Christian 21
Schlagzeug
SAIROX
SAIROX
Gitarre
KOMPOSITION UND LIEDTEXT
christian pettigrew
christian pettigrew
Songwriter:in
PRODUKTION UND TECHNIK
Christian 21
Christian 21
Produzent:in
SAIROX
SAIROX
Produzent:in

Lyrics

I'm levitating mentally, but never could I physically, Inhabit ones priorities,
I'm losing every piece of me, I'm dominating everything, everything that they throw at me
Depression is defeating me, I wish it was a better me
I'm never pausing on the scene, I really wish I could be free, my mom and dad are worried, but the demons here are haunting me
They're in my head, they're following me, they're in my ears, controlling me, why can't I be free
Slow it down, you need some help, the doctors are here with a spell, pop another pill, no this will never make me well, if I do this, then say farewell, I'll end up in another hell
Depressions hotel, stop, I think I need to ring the bell, I wanna have my time and be alive, so I can excel, I wanna make my family proud of me, so I can never dwell, my mental state
is never alright, but I know I will be well
This is naturally a story that I could never tell
So many suicide notes that I erased from my mind, is that something I should've disclosed, please don't bat a bad eye, I'm sorry everyone, I'm fine and I'm doing alright
They told me to pause and release my thoughts
But I'm alright
Written by: christian pettigrew
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