serenity (feat. Boyd)

Always in my head I'm feelin' like I don't deserve this

It's crazy how your mind can make you worthless

I been feeling down but that don't even scratch the surface

The situations never picture perfect

Floating through the day I think it's time for me to wake up

I'm done with spending thousands of dollars just on your makeup

You always call me late at night try to get me to stay up

All throughout the night just me and you but I should say sumn

She want my heart but she wasn't ready

we were just kickin' it she made it messy

I been collecting these chrome hearts

I stack it on top of the mason margelli

She always sayin' its my fault

Don't say it again cause you said it already

*I know I know*

She said I better pray to God with the life I'm livin'

Shit got way too hard like the world stopped spinnin'

Gotta stay on guard cause lord knows I'm sinnin'

Hadda break my heart god forbid I'm winnin'

I just gotta play my part in the world I live in

Girl you act so smart but I know there's somethin' missin'

I thought you were my friend you were my enemy

Without you it's been nothing but serenity

I'm so close

We both know

I won't make it to the edge

Eye's closed

You're a blindfold

Can't see the light around the bend

I led you on

Just to drop you for another

I've known since June

That you would never be my lover

Like how could you

Be such a stupid motherfucker

Until the dawn

I'm wide awake but you could never

Got cold heart

Got no soul

You love me

But I don't

Got time for no games

You just sit and complain

All your flaws and your ways

Make me burn up in flames

You're so toxic

Like bomb's I drop shit

Girl you're so not it yeah

She said I better pray to God with the life I'm livin'

Shit got way too hard like the world stopped spinnin'

Gotta stay on guard cause lord knows I'm sinnin'

Hadda break my heart god forbid I'm winnin'

I just gotta play my part in the world I live in

Girl you act so smart but I know there's somethin' missin'

I thought you were my friend you were my enemy

Without you it's been nothing but serenity