Missed Calls (Interlude)

Fresh out the session, a missed call and two texts, let me hit you back when I finish

I know I'm inconsistent, But shit, give me a minute

Yea, aye

I be looking for validation in the wrong places

Shit goes bad, I'm stale faced, should've stayed patient

My pet peeve is time wasted, now my feelings in prison, your honor how much time I'm facing

Exactly why the fuck I be closed off, these hoes'll rock you to sleep, I'm mad I dosed off

They say you shouldn't cut your nose to spite your face, but fuck that

I'm deleting every trace

Unfollowed on ig and I'm unlikin all the pictures

Hope yo ass forget everytime I was wit ya, I even blocked her sister

Petty White

But can I really be mad, treated me like what you wish that you had

I bet if told ya **** conversations we had

Like how you fuck him as a choir, he'd really be sad

Said I'm the best you ever had, but shit, let's be honest

I'm just the first to fuck you good, its really all about timing

Watching you pack up your shit to leave and run to this **** sleeves

When just last month I had to tell you how to breathe

The nerve of a therapist saying this what you need, get that bitch fired for malpractice

I'm not saying I'm perfect, i'm just saying it's worth it

You keep saying you lost, you tryna find your purpose

To me that sound like a thot, there go another shot at love, just to get it blocked

Then **** wonder why I get colder than concrete

Cause it's a lot of pain that I'm holding inside me

Fuck the small talk, baby let me clap cheeks

Then send her disloyal ass, first class straight to the backstreets

Asking me advice about your man, tryna get me involved

Knowing I ain't really give a fuck, not really at all

It's never on purpose, always work when I'm missin ya calls

Guess I'll see you again, next time you want me in walls, aye