collapse (feat. Self Discovery)

Don't break my gaze now

Don't look away now

I see myself inside your reflection

And I

Wanted to feel like you're here

But still it's just me

But I can't see myself

You said you would always be there for me

Regret all that I felt

Cause you lied and I can't tell

If you died would I die too

Try to breathe in the dark you left me in

Force my hands open

I can't feel unless its hurting

I feel stone rub against my pores

Fall down until I can't fall no more

You said you would pick me up

But you are why my knees are rough

Eyes closed I can't open up to thе old me

Call out but my mouth is shut from your talking

Helpless I can't seem to float- am I drowning

Your voicе calls me but I can't hear

Told myself that I would live all of my life

But when I see myself I think I'll die

You face won't leave my head it's all I have now

Pacing around in my mind asking why I'm -

I wish I could just grip into my skull

Tear into my brain until nerves fall out

Screaming right at you until I can't speak

Cause I can't be you if I kill me

Don't break my gaze

(don't look away)

Don't look away from me

Did you mean what you said?

You'd rather feel another

You would rather me dead

Insane, what i heard from your friends

Is this even what you want

Did i belong in your bed?

They say

That you did it like that

You turned the other way

And you didn't look back

One day

And i waved my white flag

I tried to pull away

But i need you so bad

Oh god

Damn, what a shame what we built had to fall

Dance in the ashes of our final call

Planned for the passive route to take its toll

But all i wanted was you

I can't feel unless it's hurting

I can't feel unless it's hurting

I can't feel unless it's hurting

I can't feel unless it's hurting

(I can't feel unless it's hurting)

(I can't feel unless it's hurting)

(I can't feel unless it's hurting)